lately primetime has been doing shows about "outsiders". folks that do shit you and i would probably never conceive of. (ok. folks that do shit that is probably half as fucked up as what we all do, its just these people allow cameras to follow their everyday lives.)
anyway, tonight it was about a dude that built a cabin WAY UP in alaska upon retirement, and decided to live his life in the company and friendship of a bunch of black and grizzly bears.
if you didn't see it, here is a link to an abcnews story: Living With Bears, Playing by His Own Rules
anyone else watch this tonight?
in one way i admire this dude. he set off on a retirement adventure and has built a life trying to connect with a bunch of wild animal he used to hunt and kill. he has made amazing progress on a personal journey to achieve what few have ever accomplished. a connection with the wild. and he succeeded. mano-a-mano with the bears.
he doesn't care about his personal safety. i don't either. i feel that same way he does. sort of the "some days the bus picks you up, some days the bus runs you down" way he lives his life. que sera, sera...
but i am a bit torn by this ep. and his personal connection with the wild.
the responsibility of his personal connection with the bears against that which must surely be the truth. that just about every other human on the planet that the bears will meet would want to kill them.
because he taught the bears humans could be cool (when most humans are not.)
did his personal journey actually put the ones he cared about so much in danger? should he even have embarked on this course in the first place? you know, he cares about the bears, he will earn their trust and take care of them. most humans? BAMM! shot to the head.
so actually, the bears probably get totally fucked by this one human that just wanted to get to know them and understand them. the one that slowly gained their trust, worked with them, gained their love. and in the end probably will get them all killed.
wow...
i guess which leads to the question...
should i adjust my personal actions based on what the most depraved of human kind is willing to take advantage of?
just so my personal ideas and beliefs will not encroach upon the ones i love and care for? so they will not get fucked for my efforts?
hummm...
















