Ozzy's Final Words
Regret? Pride? Frustration? What was Ozzy thinking?
I'm an idiot. I should have seen it coming. I had...I thought something was weird. I should have brought the Idol. I should have played it. I don't blame you guys for voting me out. That's the way this game goes. I got too comfortable, and I should have seen it coming. You guys got me. There's nothing more I can say, but I should have played the Idol. I basically got myself voted out, and to whoever it was in my alliance who voted the other way, I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive you, but I sure as hell hope you don't win. I mean I had the Idol and I thought I could rely on it maybe for another vote or two and I should have realized the possibility of people switching over. I didn't do it. It's my fault. I had the idol, I could have played it, I could be safe tonight. Instead I got too comfortable. That's the #1 thing you can't do in this game, and I should have known better. So...serves me right."
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"I was beginning to get a sense something was going strange in Tribal Council, but like an idiot, I didn't bring the Idol. I told myself I should have. I just felt like I could trust the people in my alliance. I'm a fool, I'm a fool for thinking that."
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"I was considering lying about having the idol, but I felt like that would give me all the more reason to vote for me, and have me play it, and if I didn't play it, it would serve me right for being voted out. And that's exactly what happened."
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"It's only my fault. I could have survived for another couple of days out here. I didn't play the Idol and I should have. I should have brought it and played it. Shoulda coulda woulda. Now I just gotta...(exhales)...I just gotta deal with what I did."
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"As far as the direction of the game in the future, I hope either Amanda, James or Parvati, all things considered, as long as they stuck with me, I hope one of them ends up in the finals. If I find out one of them voted against me, at least one of the four votes that was against me to stay, or for Jason to go, that's the person I'm voting for to win the million dollars, irregardless. So whoever voted for me, screw you, basically."
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"Whoever voted against me, I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive you. I know it's part of the game and you're just playing the game, but that's just the way I am. So whoever voted against me, right now I pretty much hate you."
Tribal Council Voting
Natalie (Ozzy with a heart and a sad face): This is because in the real world and in this game, my word is everything I have. I gave Jason my word, and you are the biggest threat, so you have to go. Sorry.
Erik (Jason): There are no guarantees in this game. There's only immunity. You should know that. My word is only worth as much as your word to me, and your word to me was worth nothing. Thanks for the cookies.
Cirie (Ozzy): Sorry, but there comes a time when certain moves in this game are necessary to further yourself. This is just an opportunity I couldn't pass up. I hope there's no hard feelings. I really like you as a person, it's just a strategic move.
Jason (Ozzy with a sad face): My vote tonight is for Ozzy. Pretty much the same reasons as the previous Tribal Council. You're the strongest member here. Hopefully everyone who told me about this vote goes along with it and you'll be going home tonight instead of me.
Parvati ("Ozzie") I am so, so sorry. I love you so much and I respect you as a competitor, but I'm here to win this game, and I can't do that with you in it. Sorry.
Amanda (Jason): I know I said I wouldn't vote for you, but everyone's voting for you, so I have to go with the majority. I'm so sorry. Good luck with everything.
Alexis (Ozzy): Ozzy, I absolutely adore you. I wish I had the power to keep you in this game longer, but I just went with the majority today. I'm sorry.
James (Jason): I thought I was the dumbest Survivor ever.
Secret Scene: Ozzy
Alexis: Yeah? You'd feel good?
Jason (nodding): Yeah. So good. Especially because he had such a rough time of it. When he came out of the water he was snotting all over the place, coughing, and I was like, I could have been down there another five minutes. It was great beating him in the first challenge and the reward yesterday was the best reward I could have got, so I'm happy. Here, come finish some coconut juice with me now.
Alexis: I'll be up three minutes after you.
(Jason leaves; Ozzy shows up and touches the immunity idol)
Alexis: Hey, Oz. Just now I was out here with Jason and he was like, "Hey Alexis, what happens if I win immunity again tomorrow." He was like, "Yeah, I can't wait to beat Ozzy again."
Ozzy (solo): Jason's desire to beat me, and how he's so sure of himself, it's really annoying and frustrating. He thinks he's the king of the world.
Ozzy (chopping a coconut): I just want someone else to beat that little jerk.
Alexis: And the funny thing is he was like Ozzy was snotting everywhere, and I could have done that another five minutes.
Ozzy: I can't believe he said that to you. How much more arrogant can you get? He's just cocky. That one win made him cocky. I hope that one win making him cocky will be his downfall.
Parvati's Dilemma
She formed two alliances to get through to the merge. With the time of reckoning near, her double-dealings are likely to snowball. Is Parvati ready for it?
(day 25, after the reward challenge)
Natalie: It's actually gonna be nice, it's gonna just be four of us.
Parvati: Seriously! (she asks James if he wants to do something)
James: I'm gonna go get some stuff for the chickens.
Parvati: Food?
James: Water.
Parvati (solo): It seems that this tribe really values trust and loyalty. For me, I've made alliances with pretty much everyone on the island.
Parvati (to Natalie): I feel bad for Amanda. (laughs)
Natalie: She kept looking, when they were leaving, she was like (cuts her eyes).
Parvati (solo): I have a five alliance with me, Amanda, Cirie, Ozzy, and James, from the beginning of the game. As soon as there was a switch-up, I got myself into a new alliance with me, Natalie, Alexis. That puts me in a precarious spot because I'm gonna have to be untrustworthy and disloyal to certain people no matter what.
Alexis: Parv...I know you're close with James. Will that bother you to...
Parvati: Ya'll know my game. I came in this as (air quotes) the flirst. The guys, I don't understand how they still fall into that trap.
Parvati (solo): With me, my game on the surface is the flirt. I'm the one who works the guys and manipulates the guys. I've been working the girl angle since I got here.
Natalie: Like how is he so whipped?
Parvati: I don't know...day one, since before the game even started.
Parvati (solo): I haven't really started screwing anyone over yet, so it's like the tipping point. The ball is sitting on the edge of the cliff. A couple more immunities, and that ball is gonna start snowballing. (her hand sways and then quickly dives down)
Parvati After Losing the Reward Challenge
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"Second time in a row I missed the tribal reward, and it kinda sucks because if there were any rewards I wanted to win, it's ones where you get to experience the culture of the different country you're in. I just love learning about different cultures and different people and seeing what makes them work and what makes them tick. So it was really disappointing to lose that one, especially to Jason, who shouldn't even have been playing in the contest at all, he should have been on Exile Island, since everyone had agreed he would be going to Exile Island. He had the good luck, the good fortune to pick the right stone. It sucked to lose, and it sucked on top of that to lose to Jason's team."
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"Oh my God, I was so sad to have to send Cirie to Exile Island today. It just made me have a pit in my stomach to see her get on the boat and go to Exile and not even get to compete in the challenge when it clearly should have been Jason going to Exile. It was just awful. You never wanna see a girl you love going off and not even getting a chance to compete for the reward. It was sad."
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"Jason was already on the outside and I think he could feel it. And then with last night's Tribal Council he put himself way way WAY on the outside where there's never any hope of him getting on the inside again. Pretty much he is the most disliked player in this game right now."
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"I would like to target Ozzy right now because he has the hidden immunity idol and he's an amazing athlete. If he gets a chance I think he might do the same thing he did in Cook Islands where he wins every single immunity challenge. I can't take that risk because at the end, I don't want to sit there next to Ozzy. He'll win the game hands down. Everyone here is in Ozzy admiration. All the guys drool over Ozzy. Every time he walks by the guys are like puppy dogs, teenage girls at a Justin Timberlake concert. It's amazing how these guys treat Ozzy. Such admiration I've never seen."
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"With me, my game on the surface is the flirt. I'm the one who works the guys and manipulates the guys. I knew that coming in. That's not who I am as a person anyway, but if people want to believe that, on the surface, that's fine. If I don't seem like I'm gonna be working a different angle and the guys feel safe, that's totally fine. Me and Amanda and Cirie have been tight, like solid since day 1 out here. I didn't know when I left and went to Airai how Cirie was gonna feel. I knew I would still be close to Amanda no matter what. I didn't know if Cirie was still gonna be here, what was gonna happen as far as challenges go, had we lost an immunity and she been voted out. I needed to make another alliance on the other side to make sure me and James were safe. The best thing I could think of was get the two girls that were already best friends. I find it really easy to relate to girls. I'm a girl's girl and nobody expects that from me. I think it was pretty easy for me to slide in and form new relationships with the other girls, and for them to trust me."
Ozzy the Day After
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"After I was out of the game, all my cuts started healing. All of the itchiness, all of the dirt was washed away. You forget, you really do, you start forgetting all the crap, all the pain and the suffering, and you're left with a feeling of awe that you were able to do that, to be primitive, to go back to a sort of time and a place that humanity came from."
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"The social aspect has been very much an enjoyable experience this time around. I've learned a lot about myself and what it takes to get along with people you don't necessarily like or you don't necessarily see eye-to-eye with. It's been a blast, it really has."
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"The social aspect for the most part has been really nice, aside from my blindside, which that's been the biggest thing I've had to deal with, having somebody I thought I was close to, Ithoguht was my friend, I thought I could trust, have absolutely no qualms about destroying whatever idea I had in the game. Destroying my chances, y'know? Having them take that away from me and basically say a few thousand dollars is worth more to me than your friendship. It kind of puts a price tag on who I am. I guess to them I'm not worth that much. That's been the hardest thing I've had to deal with."
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"I think I'm more upset about my time with Amanda being taken away than losing my shot at a million dollars."
"I really hope there's a future for Amanda and I outside of a game. I think it's the most unique way you can get to know somebody and if there's an attraction and you get to know somebody on Survivor, you've gotten to know them in a way you're never going to be able to redo that however many dates you go on with somebody. It might take years and years and years to get to know somebody in that raw way you do out here on Survivor."
Ponderosa Jury Member #2 Arrives
Ozzy (solo): I should have known better. I should have played the idol just to be safe. You never know. Even if I hadn't been right on, it would have been worth it. (Ozzy leaves, then we see him putting on a cloak, flipping off the camera, and getting into the van) What an idiot I am. There was a definitive moment where I stood right in front of the hiding place and I was like, "I really should probably grab this right now, but all my people are cool, so there's no point. I'm not gonna play it." I chose not to listen to my gut. My gut was telling me there was a reason why I stopped. I was like, "Should I grab it?" Totally tricked. Totally flabbergasted. Totally blindsided. Can't even believe it. But that's the way Survivor goes. I should have known better. I've definitely been part in a few blindsides myself; I guess it's mark back to bite me in the ass.
(Ozzy gets out of the van and takes off the cloak, then he walks down the beach)
Ozzy: (singing) Oh, I fucking hate myself, yippee...yippee...(to Eliza) I didn't bring the idol. I thought we were cool. (Eliza hugs him and says how sorry he is)
Eliza (solo): I'm sure back at Dabu beach, things are crazy right now and I'm sure they have been since Tribal Council. I'm sure there were **!#@, accusations, yelling...
Eliza: Who screwed you?
Ozzy: Probably Cirie.
Eliza: It has to be Cirie. Amanda looked like she was about to cry.
Eliza (solo): I can't imagine how angry Amanda and James must be at the other members of their alliance for turning on them and turning on Ozzy.
Ozzy: I can't believe I didn't bring the Idol. I'm such an idiot! I'm such an idiot!
Eliza: Would you have played it if you'd brought it?
Ozzy: Yeah.
Eliza: You would have played it?
Ozzy: Yeah.
Eliza (solo): Wow.
Ozzy (solo, with a beer in his hand): I'm just disappointed with myself for trusting people I should have known better than to trust. Got too comfortable and that's what killed me.
(Ozzy asks Eliza where the beer is, and Eliza says she'll show him around)
Eliza (solo): Almost all alliances have seemingly gone out the window at this point. There's nothing that can really be predicted about what's gonna happen next.
(Eliza introduces him to the two women who work there)
Ozzy (solo): You invest so much time and energy in something, and then it blows up, it ends up, you make a stupid mistake, it blows up in your face, and all you can do is blame yourself. I just wanted to rip something up or punch something.
Eliza (solo): There are four fans, four favorites, not that that seems to matter at this point. Thing are definitely crazy and up in the air right now.
Ozzy (solo): I'm gonna have to wait until the next person is voted out to get the whole story, to find out who to hate, who to place as the scapegoat. Maybe draw some pictures of all the people I think screwed me, and throw rocks at 'em.
Eliza (talking to the camera while eating from her plate): I think he's in a surprisingly good mood, considering. I was worried about him being really upset and angry. I think he's taking it really well.
Ozzy (solo, interspersed with clips of him eating and drinking): So far I've had a coke, two packs of M&Ms, as soon as I got to Ponderosa I drank a beer, two drinks with cranberry, a burrito, Pringles, I made a pizza, I had some rice. I think that's all I've eaten and drank so far, but there's always room for dessert)
(obligatory shot of grooming products as Eliza shows him the shower)
Ozzy (solo): I mean hey, I guess I gotta get past this thing and let it go whatever way I can. I don't know what that is yet.
(Ozzy yells in the kitchen about not bringing the idol)
Life at Ponderosa
Eliza (solo): I walked Ozzy over to where we retrieve treemail here at Pondrosa.
Ozzy: At high noon, be ready to leave for an adventure under the sea.
Ozzy (solo): I'm pretty stoked on that. Get to go snorkeling with an actual snorkel. Out on the island we didn't have an actual snorkel, we just had a mask.
(shots of Ozzy and Eliza snorkeling)
Eliza (solo): The water here is simply gorgeous.
Ozzy (solo): It was cool to be here and out of the Survivor situation and not be like looking for food, just enjoying the reef.
Eliza (solo): There was a lot of coral. There were fish. Small fish, big fish, rainbow-colored fish.
Ozzy (solo): I was swimming around, enjoying myself. I found a couple of giant clams as well.
Eliza (climbing back onto the boat): Ozzy got a clam.
(Ozzy and Eliza carry the clams back to camp; Ozzy says one weighs 25 pounds)
Ozzy (puts his clam back in the ocean): As long as they're in water, they'll continue living.
Eliza (solo): Last night, we had a cookout on the beach. Ozzy and I got to grill our own steak. There was a snake right by us. (Ozzy says it's a sea sake) I was a little nervous so I stayed back.
Ozzy (solo): I always wanted to see a snake on Survivor, I just never actually found one.
(Eliza tells Ozzy not to touch it, as he pets the snake)
Eliza (solo): The snake was headed into camp
Ozzy (holding the snake): This is one of the most poisonous snakes in the world, and it's in camp right now. Everybody's a little bit scared of him, so I'm just gonna go take him to the ocean. This is a sea snake. If he bites me, I am dead.
(Ozzy puts the snake into the ocean)
Ready for Tribal
Ozzy (solo): Since I was voted out, there's definitely gonna be a structural change and an alliance shift. I'm not sure how it's gonna work and who it's gonna work out for. The only thing I can hope is the people I was cool with, I hope at least one of them can make it to the end.
(Ozzy and Eliza eat and watch something on TV)
Eliza (solo): I think Ozzy and I are both extremely curious as to what went down last week.
Ozzy (solo): I wouldn't mind having one of my friends vote off, but that's totally selfish. I'd rather have them go as far as possible in the game.
Eliza: At Tribal Council, they were trying to mouth to me, "Have you been eating? What have you been eating? Have you gotten this? Have you gotten that?" I just kind of smiled. I didn't want to be too much of a jerk, but...(drops some shredded cheese into her mouth, then smirks)
Eliza (solo): It's tough at Tribal Council to have to sit there on the jury and be completely silent. My solace is that someone will be voted off and I can be like, (talks very fast) "So what really happened? What was the challenge? Why was Cirie on Exile for 2 days? Blahblahblah..." and ask them my fill of questions. I know even if it doesn't get asked at Tribal Council, I will get to find out the answer.
(Ozzy shown with the grooming products)
Ozzy (solo): All these questions will be answered, I'm sure. If not at Tribal Council, then when we make it back here with the next person who's voted off. I think they'll be able to give me a lowdown on what they think might have happened.
(Ozzy and Eliza get into the van to go to Tribal Council)
Regret? Pride? Frustration? What was Ozzy thinking?
I'm an idiot. I should have seen it coming. I had...I thought something was weird. I should have brought the Idol. I should have played it. I don't blame you guys for voting me out. That's the way this game goes. I got too comfortable, and I should have seen it coming. You guys got me. There's nothing more I can say, but I should have played the Idol. I basically got myself voted out, and to whoever it was in my alliance who voted the other way, I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive you, but I sure as hell hope you don't win. I mean I had the Idol and I thought I could rely on it maybe for another vote or two and I should have realized the possibility of people switching over. I didn't do it. It's my fault. I had the idol, I could have played it, I could be safe tonight. Instead I got too comfortable. That's the #1 thing you can't do in this game, and I should have known better. So...serves me right."
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"I was beginning to get a sense something was going strange in Tribal Council, but like an idiot, I didn't bring the Idol. I told myself I should have. I just felt like I could trust the people in my alliance. I'm a fool, I'm a fool for thinking that."
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"I was considering lying about having the idol, but I felt like that would give me all the more reason to vote for me, and have me play it, and if I didn't play it, it would serve me right for being voted out. And that's exactly what happened."
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"It's only my fault. I could have survived for another couple of days out here. I didn't play the Idol and I should have. I should have brought it and played it. Shoulda coulda woulda. Now I just gotta...(exhales)...I just gotta deal with what I did."
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"As far as the direction of the game in the future, I hope either Amanda, James or Parvati, all things considered, as long as they stuck with me, I hope one of them ends up in the finals. If I find out one of them voted against me, at least one of the four votes that was against me to stay, or for Jason to go, that's the person I'm voting for to win the million dollars, irregardless. So whoever voted for me, screw you, basically."
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"Whoever voted against me, I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive you. I know it's part of the game and you're just playing the game, but that's just the way I am. So whoever voted against me, right now I pretty much hate you."
Tribal Council Voting
Blindsided! Watch as alliances crumble and Survivors cast their votes against Ozzy.
Ozzy ("Jah-son"): That was such a risky move tonight, and honestly man, hope you don't hold it against me, but gotta vote for ya. It's the only way.Natalie (Ozzy with a heart and a sad face): This is because in the real world and in this game, my word is everything I have. I gave Jason my word, and you are the biggest threat, so you have to go. Sorry.
Erik (Jason): There are no guarantees in this game. There's only immunity. You should know that. My word is only worth as much as your word to me, and your word to me was worth nothing. Thanks for the cookies.
Cirie (Ozzy): Sorry, but there comes a time when certain moves in this game are necessary to further yourself. This is just an opportunity I couldn't pass up. I hope there's no hard feelings. I really like you as a person, it's just a strategic move.
Jason (Ozzy with a sad face): My vote tonight is for Ozzy. Pretty much the same reasons as the previous Tribal Council. You're the strongest member here. Hopefully everyone who told me about this vote goes along with it and you'll be going home tonight instead of me.
Parvati ("Ozzie") I am so, so sorry. I love you so much and I respect you as a competitor, but I'm here to win this game, and I can't do that with you in it. Sorry.
Amanda (Jason): I know I said I wouldn't vote for you, but everyone's voting for you, so I have to go with the majority. I'm so sorry. Good luck with everything.
Alexis (Ozzy): Ozzy, I absolutely adore you. I wish I had the power to keep you in this game longer, but I just went with the majority today. I'm sorry.
James (Jason): I thought I was the dumbest Survivor ever.
Secret Scene: Ozzy
Ozzy is livid when Alexis tells him about Jason's comments about beating Ozzy easily in the challenges past and ones to come.
Jason: What happens if I win immunity tomorrow? I'd love to beat Ozzy in another challenge.Alexis: Yeah? You'd feel good?
Jason (nodding): Yeah. So good. Especially because he had such a rough time of it. When he came out of the water he was snotting all over the place, coughing, and I was like, I could have been down there another five minutes. It was great beating him in the first challenge and the reward yesterday was the best reward I could have got, so I'm happy. Here, come finish some coconut juice with me now.
Alexis: I'll be up three minutes after you.
(Jason leaves; Ozzy shows up and touches the immunity idol)
Alexis: Hey, Oz. Just now I was out here with Jason and he was like, "Hey Alexis, what happens if I win immunity again tomorrow." He was like, "Yeah, I can't wait to beat Ozzy again."
Ozzy (solo): Jason's desire to beat me, and how he's so sure of himself, it's really annoying and frustrating. He thinks he's the king of the world.
Ozzy (chopping a coconut): I just want someone else to beat that little jerk.
Alexis: And the funny thing is he was like Ozzy was snotting everywhere, and I could have done that another five minutes.
Ozzy: I can't believe he said that to you. How much more arrogant can you get? He's just cocky. That one win made him cocky. I hope that one win making him cocky will be his downfall.
Parvati's Dilemma
She formed two alliances to get through to the merge. With the time of reckoning near, her double-dealings are likely to snowball. Is Parvati ready for it?
(day 25, after the reward challenge)
Natalie: It's actually gonna be nice, it's gonna just be four of us.
Parvati: Seriously! (she asks James if he wants to do something)
James: I'm gonna go get some stuff for the chickens.
Parvati: Food?
James: Water.
Parvati (solo): It seems that this tribe really values trust and loyalty. For me, I've made alliances with pretty much everyone on the island.
Parvati (to Natalie): I feel bad for Amanda. (laughs)
Natalie: She kept looking, when they were leaving, she was like (cuts her eyes).
Parvati (solo): I have a five alliance with me, Amanda, Cirie, Ozzy, and James, from the beginning of the game. As soon as there was a switch-up, I got myself into a new alliance with me, Natalie, Alexis. That puts me in a precarious spot because I'm gonna have to be untrustworthy and disloyal to certain people no matter what.
Alexis: Parv...I know you're close with James. Will that bother you to...
Parvati: Ya'll know my game. I came in this as (air quotes) the flirst. The guys, I don't understand how they still fall into that trap.
Parvati (solo): With me, my game on the surface is the flirt. I'm the one who works the guys and manipulates the guys. I've been working the girl angle since I got here.
Natalie: Like how is he so whipped?
Parvati: I don't know...day one, since before the game even started.
Parvati (solo): I haven't really started screwing anyone over yet, so it's like the tipping point. The ball is sitting on the edge of the cliff. A couple more immunities, and that ball is gonna start snowballing. (her hand sways and then quickly dives down)
Parvati After Losing the Reward Challenge
Missing out on the reward for the second time in a row, Parvati is fed up losing to Jason and Ozzy.
"Losing the challenge was not fun at all, especially since we were ahead of the other team in the beginning. We just couldn't close at the end. It sucked. It was a lot more difficult than I thought it was gonna be, because you had the memorize the shading of the different colors on the puzzle. I was just going out there, I was the first one out and I didn't know what to look for, I was just like memorize what the picture is. I didn't realize there were nine different pictures of the same thing but with different colors mixed up. It was one of those games where you match, where one of these things is not like the other. Usually I'm really good at those games, but we lost it today."(cut)
"Second time in a row I missed the tribal reward, and it kinda sucks because if there were any rewards I wanted to win, it's ones where you get to experience the culture of the different country you're in. I just love learning about different cultures and different people and seeing what makes them work and what makes them tick. So it was really disappointing to lose that one, especially to Jason, who shouldn't even have been playing in the contest at all, he should have been on Exile Island, since everyone had agreed he would be going to Exile Island. He had the good luck, the good fortune to pick the right stone. It sucked to lose, and it sucked on top of that to lose to Jason's team."
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"Oh my God, I was so sad to have to send Cirie to Exile Island today. It just made me have a pit in my stomach to see her get on the boat and go to Exile and not even get to compete in the challenge when it clearly should have been Jason going to Exile. It was just awful. You never wanna see a girl you love going off and not even getting a chance to compete for the reward. It was sad."
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"Jason was already on the outside and I think he could feel it. And then with last night's Tribal Council he put himself way way WAY on the outside where there's never any hope of him getting on the inside again. Pretty much he is the most disliked player in this game right now."
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"I would like to target Ozzy right now because he has the hidden immunity idol and he's an amazing athlete. If he gets a chance I think he might do the same thing he did in Cook Islands where he wins every single immunity challenge. I can't take that risk because at the end, I don't want to sit there next to Ozzy. He'll win the game hands down. Everyone here is in Ozzy admiration. All the guys drool over Ozzy. Every time he walks by the guys are like puppy dogs, teenage girls at a Justin Timberlake concert. It's amazing how these guys treat Ozzy. Such admiration I've never seen."
(cut)
"With me, my game on the surface is the flirt. I'm the one who works the guys and manipulates the guys. I knew that coming in. That's not who I am as a person anyway, but if people want to believe that, on the surface, that's fine. If I don't seem like I'm gonna be working a different angle and the guys feel safe, that's totally fine. Me and Amanda and Cirie have been tight, like solid since day 1 out here. I didn't know when I left and went to Airai how Cirie was gonna feel. I knew I would still be close to Amanda no matter what. I didn't know if Cirie was still gonna be here, what was gonna happen as far as challenges go, had we lost an immunity and she been voted out. I needed to make another alliance on the other side to make sure me and James were safe. The best thing I could think of was get the two girls that were already best friends. I find it really easy to relate to girls. I'm a girl's girl and nobody expects that from me. I think it was pretty easy for me to slide in and form new relationships with the other girls, and for them to trust me."
Ozzy the Day After
Survivor was his ultimate heaven. Ozzy describes the pain of getting played by his own people, leaving the game with the Hidden Immunity Idol and his time with Amanda ripped out from under him.
"I don't really look at Survivor as a sport or an activity. once you've been initiated into the game, it does really dictate a lot of things in your life. It's easy to separate yourself once you get home, once you get to a certain point, your time on Survivor does define you to a large degree. You can play one way and I really feel like the game, because it's so hard and you're at such a raw state, I think your true colors do come out. It's hard to get away from who you are at some basic fundamental point. For me Survivor's been a chance to kind of re-explore the things I really love in a way you can never do in real life. You can never do it because it's too hard and you will take yourself out of that situation if you're smart. There's never a chance where you're gonna go strand yourself or desert...there's never a point where you're gonna become stranded on a deserted island. That's what draws me to Survivor, is the fact that it's been a fantasy of mine since I was a little kid, being that shipwrecked person, the one survivor to end up on a deserted island and having to deal with the situation and having to get close to nature. For me it's not just another sport or activity, it's another chance to search your soul and get to know who you are and what you're made of. It's like a religious experience, like church, like God. Without everything to distract you I'm able to see things more clearly and abel to experience and feel things in a way you lose out on, whether it's because of the booze or the TV or the sex or whatever that's pulling away from that feeling that you get. For me it's amazing. I love it."(cut)
"After I was out of the game, all my cuts started healing. All of the itchiness, all of the dirt was washed away. You forget, you really do, you start forgetting all the crap, all the pain and the suffering, and you're left with a feeling of awe that you were able to do that, to be primitive, to go back to a sort of time and a place that humanity came from."
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"The social aspect has been very much an enjoyable experience this time around. I've learned a lot about myself and what it takes to get along with people you don't necessarily like or you don't necessarily see eye-to-eye with. It's been a blast, it really has."
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"The social aspect for the most part has been really nice, aside from my blindside, which that's been the biggest thing I've had to deal with, having somebody I thought I was close to, Ithoguht was my friend, I thought I could trust, have absolutely no qualms about destroying whatever idea I had in the game. Destroying my chances, y'know? Having them take that away from me and basically say a few thousand dollars is worth more to me than your friendship. It kind of puts a price tag on who I am. I guess to them I'm not worth that much. That's been the hardest thing I've had to deal with."
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"I think I'm more upset about my time with Amanda being taken away than losing my shot at a million dollars."
"I really hope there's a future for Amanda and I outside of a game. I think it's the most unique way you can get to know somebody and if there's an attraction and you get to know somebody on Survivor, you've gotten to know them in a way you're never going to be able to redo that however many dates you go on with somebody. It might take years and years and years to get to know somebody in that raw way you do out here on Survivor."
Ponderosa Jury Member #2 Arrives
The second member of the jury is not happy to be there at all.
(replay of Ozzy being voted out, then we see Ozzy leaving Tribal)Ozzy (solo): I should have known better. I should have played the idol just to be safe. You never know. Even if I hadn't been right on, it would have been worth it. (Ozzy leaves, then we see him putting on a cloak, flipping off the camera, and getting into the van) What an idiot I am. There was a definitive moment where I stood right in front of the hiding place and I was like, "I really should probably grab this right now, but all my people are cool, so there's no point. I'm not gonna play it." I chose not to listen to my gut. My gut was telling me there was a reason why I stopped. I was like, "Should I grab it?" Totally tricked. Totally flabbergasted. Totally blindsided. Can't even believe it. But that's the way Survivor goes. I should have known better. I've definitely been part in a few blindsides myself; I guess it's mark back to bite me in the ass.
(Ozzy gets out of the van and takes off the cloak, then he walks down the beach)
Ozzy: (singing) Oh, I fucking hate myself, yippee...yippee...(to Eliza) I didn't bring the idol. I thought we were cool. (Eliza hugs him and says how sorry he is)
Eliza (solo): I'm sure back at Dabu beach, things are crazy right now and I'm sure they have been since Tribal Council. I'm sure there were **!#@, accusations, yelling...
Eliza: Who screwed you?
Ozzy: Probably Cirie.
Eliza: It has to be Cirie. Amanda looked like she was about to cry.
Eliza (solo): I can't imagine how angry Amanda and James must be at the other members of their alliance for turning on them and turning on Ozzy.
Ozzy: I can't believe I didn't bring the Idol. I'm such an idiot! I'm such an idiot!
Eliza: Would you have played it if you'd brought it?
Ozzy: Yeah.
Eliza: You would have played it?
Ozzy: Yeah.
Eliza (solo): Wow.
Ozzy (solo, with a beer in his hand): I'm just disappointed with myself for trusting people I should have known better than to trust. Got too comfortable and that's what killed me.
(Ozzy asks Eliza where the beer is, and Eliza says she'll show him around)
Eliza (solo): Almost all alliances have seemingly gone out the window at this point. There's nothing that can really be predicted about what's gonna happen next.
(Eliza introduces him to the two women who work there)
Ozzy (solo): You invest so much time and energy in something, and then it blows up, it ends up, you make a stupid mistake, it blows up in your face, and all you can do is blame yourself. I just wanted to rip something up or punch something.
Eliza (solo): There are four fans, four favorites, not that that seems to matter at this point. Thing are definitely crazy and up in the air right now.
Ozzy (solo): I'm gonna have to wait until the next person is voted out to get the whole story, to find out who to hate, who to place as the scapegoat. Maybe draw some pictures of all the people I think screwed me, and throw rocks at 'em.
Eliza (talking to the camera while eating from her plate): I think he's in a surprisingly good mood, considering. I was worried about him being really upset and angry. I think he's taking it really well.
Ozzy (solo, interspersed with clips of him eating and drinking): So far I've had a coke, two packs of M&Ms, as soon as I got to Ponderosa I drank a beer, two drinks with cranberry, a burrito, Pringles, I made a pizza, I had some rice. I think that's all I've eaten and drank so far, but there's always room for dessert)
(obligatory shot of grooming products as Eliza shows him the shower)
Ozzy (solo): I mean hey, I guess I gotta get past this thing and let it go whatever way I can. I don't know what that is yet.
(Ozzy yells in the kitchen about not bringing the idol)
Life at Ponderosa
The sequestered jury members go for a snorkel and discover a deadly visitor at camp.
Ozzy (solo): My first full day at Ponderosa I pretty much spent reflecting. I went out and surfed three times. The break out here is pretty nice. Watched a lot of movies, played video games, and ate. (Ozzy says he's going to get another beer, and then Eliza gives him some chocolate that was just delivered) I'm surprised how much worse I feel eating all the time. I don't feel better, I just feel full, and lethargic, and my ankles are starting to get swollen, which is the common syndrome with castaways once you've been voted off and start eating and binging a little bit.
Eliza: I've gained seven pounds.Eliza (solo): I walked Ozzy over to where we retrieve treemail here at Pondrosa.
Ozzy: At high noon, be ready to leave for an adventure under the sea.
Ozzy (solo): I'm pretty stoked on that. Get to go snorkeling with an actual snorkel. Out on the island we didn't have an actual snorkel, we just had a mask.
(shots of Ozzy and Eliza snorkeling)
Eliza (solo): The water here is simply gorgeous.
Ozzy (solo): It was cool to be here and out of the Survivor situation and not be like looking for food, just enjoying the reef.
Eliza (solo): There was a lot of coral. There were fish. Small fish, big fish, rainbow-colored fish.
Ozzy (solo): I was swimming around, enjoying myself. I found a couple of giant clams as well.
Eliza (climbing back onto the boat): Ozzy got a clam.
(Ozzy and Eliza carry the clams back to camp; Ozzy says one weighs 25 pounds)
Ozzy (puts his clam back in the ocean): As long as they're in water, they'll continue living.
Eliza (solo): Last night, we had a cookout on the beach. Ozzy and I got to grill our own steak. There was a snake right by us. (Ozzy says it's a sea sake) I was a little nervous so I stayed back.
Ozzy (solo): I always wanted to see a snake on Survivor, I just never actually found one.
(Eliza tells Ozzy not to touch it, as he pets the snake)
Eliza (solo): The snake was headed into camp
Ozzy (holding the snake): This is one of the most poisonous snakes in the world, and it's in camp right now. Everybody's a little bit scared of him, so I'm just gonna go take him to the ocean. This is a sea snake. If he bites me, I am dead.
(Ozzy puts the snake into the ocean)
Ready for Tribal
Tribal council is the only chance the jury has to get updates in the game, they plan to pay attention.
Eliza (solo): As a jury member, the only opportunity we have to get our updates on what's been going on at camp and challenges and everything is Tribal Council. (Eliza reads the treemail: A third will join your duet, take the path to Tribal at sunset) Tribal Council's really a crucial time for me to pay attention and see what's going on and see how people answer things and subsequently see how they vote to kind of weigh whether they're playing the game honestly and what their strategy is to ultimately determine whether I'm gonna vote for them.Ozzy (solo): Since I was voted out, there's definitely gonna be a structural change and an alliance shift. I'm not sure how it's gonna work and who it's gonna work out for. The only thing I can hope is the people I was cool with, I hope at least one of them can make it to the end.
(Ozzy and Eliza eat and watch something on TV)
Eliza (solo): I think Ozzy and I are both extremely curious as to what went down last week.
Ozzy (solo): I wouldn't mind having one of my friends vote off, but that's totally selfish. I'd rather have them go as far as possible in the game.
Eliza: At Tribal Council, they were trying to mouth to me, "Have you been eating? What have you been eating? Have you gotten this? Have you gotten that?" I just kind of smiled. I didn't want to be too much of a jerk, but...(drops some shredded cheese into her mouth, then smirks)
Eliza (solo): It's tough at Tribal Council to have to sit there on the jury and be completely silent. My solace is that someone will be voted off and I can be like, (talks very fast) "So what really happened? What was the challenge? Why was Cirie on Exile for 2 days? Blahblahblah..." and ask them my fill of questions. I know even if it doesn't get asked at Tribal Council, I will get to find out the answer.
(Ozzy shown with the grooming products)
Ozzy (solo): All these questions will be answered, I'm sure. If not at Tribal Council, then when we make it back here with the next person who's voted off. I think they'll be able to give me a lowdown on what they think might have happened.
(Ozzy and Eliza get into the van to go to Tribal Council)
