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I was well aware of the fact that I was not in the best position. I mean obviously if they brought me over from the trade then I was viewed as a threat, that's not a good way to start trying to build trust, so by doing things like voting for Jaime,who was getting voted out anyway and my vote was a throw away, to prove I could be trusted(did anyone ever wonder why I dotted the "I" in her name with that lame heart? And by getting in close with Todd, who was the first person I made friends with the first day I landed onthe Fei Long beach. I knew that there was no way to show that I was loyal to Zhan Hu and still be safe at FL so I worked at getting close to them, that's the situation I was in and I didn't really have much of a choice. My goal was to ride the majority to F6 and and that point I knew several things, one that Courtney had voted against her allies in favor of her own choices and I was much closer to her than Sherea or Leslie and also that in that that time they were goign to be lookign to blindside James to keep him from pulling the idols, my belief being that me being the only other physical threat they would need me to have any chance at beating him at a physical challenge seeing as later challenges usually lean more towards blanace/endurace/agility, last ly that F5/6 is when people start to get paranoid and it gets easier to use people's past statements and actions to crack alliances, that would have been my time to get in. If we got rid of James at 6/7 then I would be the favorite to win the more physical challenges especially in and F4 situation where there is usually an endurance/strength challenge so my goal would have been to aim towards getting Denise voted off(sympathy votes for the minimum wage mother of three) and Amanda(the girl who never did anythign wrong to anyone's face) and hopefully end up with Todd and Courtney in F3 and then tell Jeff to just hand me my check right there and forget about the finale.

I mean of course that was all speculative and required a lot to happen in my favor, but from what I could see at the timeand with the shit cards I was dealt that was my best chance of making it to the end. They didn't show much strategy at all from me, and that's because most of my strategy was based in personal bonding that i did with each contestant. Ever wonder why it went from one day Courtney not giving a shit about me to next ep CoFro in full showmance mode? It' because I spent time getting close to all the old FL so that when shit happened like the vote for James or the switch to vote for JR they didn't have to think twice about ltting me in the loop. I mean obviously it didn't end up mattering in the end because I lost my shit at the IC and Peih Gee played really well and I kind of sealed my own coffin.

But that's life and that's how this game works, and i'm not bitter about it.