30. Lillian Morris
Okay, so I know she wasn't perfect. Hell, she was far from it. Lill came into the game with no idea of how to play it, and she did not play her first week of the game very well at all. But she came back into the game at the merge, and she dominated. As an Outcast, she was never going to win by playing the standard way, the way she was expected to. If she did that, she ends up being dragged along to the end game, but never coming anywhere near the million dollar prize. So with the help of some cunning allies, she opted for a different route, one that involved her backstabbing and maneuvering every which way in order to ensure she would be able to get to the very end of the game. And she was fighting against incredible odds. Jon had the cast convinced she was a jury threat, she was older than anyone else in the group, she was a physical and emotional wreck, she had already been booted once, she came into the game with a uniform she would have to work around for 39 days. But somehow, she still managed to pull off amazing feats. And it wasn't just her following Burton and Jon. No, when the time came to turn things around on her and prevent their little bromance from making Final 2, that's exactly what she did. She learned the game, and she learned it well. She recognized when she had to make moves in order to help ensure that she would make the very end, and she made those moves brilliantly. Could she have ever won, ultimately? Probably not. But she still did incredibly well with what she had, and when the time came for her to pick her F2 opponent, she actually realized something very few other players in PI had - Lill was a jury goat, not a jury threat. She had more self-awareness than most of the cast, and she saw that she wasn't going to beat either Sandra or Jon. So she chose to hand the million dollars to the person she liked more. So take that, Fairplay.
And you know what? She made a damn good Final 2 speech. She was facing a very bitter jury, one that couldn't get over the uniform she had been forced to don. They couldn't separate the way Lill had played the game with the person she was in the real world. And that ensured her loss. But even with the jury's frame of mind being incredibly clear, Lill stood up and she told them that she was very worthy of the prize, and that they were stupid fucks if they couldn't see that Survivor Lill was different from Boy Scout Lill. She called Sandra on playing a shitty game, and she pointed out that she took charge. It was never going to work, but if I had been a juror, I would have really been tempted to vote for her, even with her whole Outcast disadvantage going in.
One more thing. I have always thought Lill fucked up the early days of the game. And really, she did make a mistake in ratting out Nicole to Andrew. With that, she blew her chance at surviving the pre-merge (barring a swap, which you can usually expect to see, actually, especially in the Africa/Marquesas/Thailand/Amazon string of seasons). But can you really blame her very much? How many players would have really tried to rally together the tie, and then pressure Ryno into flipping? I mean, to expect her to do that is to expect an awful lot. This was not an ORG, this was the real game, and 99.99999999% of players would have done exactly what she did (or maybe even less). She didn't do a very good job of meshing with her tribe, but she was on Morgan, a group of young, obnoxious people cliquing up like nobody's business. I think in a lot of tribes, Lill would actually probably fit in much better (for example, had she been on Drake). And for an old woman, she did a damn good job in challenges, almost convincing her tribe that she had more to offer than three separate members. Despite her age, she was relatively competent in competitions, which is more than can be said for Ryan Shoulders (or Sandra or Jon), and it led to her outlasting her skinny friend, as well as winning the F3 IC that let her decide the outcome of the game.
Lill deserves some respect, dammit. No, she was not a mastermind, and she had a huge learning curve. But she learned, and she excelled, and she did damn well for herself, surprising most everyone.


















