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boot4mikeyb wrote:

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I truly haven't been a fan from the beginning. It was all a lie. The producers made me watch all the seasons during the audition process, and I admit that I am a mactor hoping the show will boost my acting career. I may have not over-strategized but only for the protection of myself. i had no idea what I was doing since I never watched the show until the producers made us watch it. And I only alienated myself because I didn't want the others to think that i'd turn on them. I didn't played a straight forward game because again I had no idea what the fuck I was doing and there was no need to do otherwise. But..... What can ya do. I don't regret thinking for myself cause that and my unlikeability turned into a non-threat for Joel, who wanted anal from me, and he went after me then pulled down my pants in which I said No, it's too early then he said I don't care. I would haven't stayed loyal to Alexis over Mary for sure cause I hadn't a verbal committment with her and not Mary. I decided not to work with Chet/Tracy/Kathy because they were far too awesome and my group was too weak and pathetic to the end and I was too retarded to trust so I decided to stick with the other mactors who never watched the show until the producers made them during the casting process. I didn't enjoy being on the island with those assholes and I knew they couldn't help me later in the game. I really think that if we won the immunity challenge or Joel/Jason went home instead of me, I wouldn't have been in with most people on the island.

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