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Published: Sun 26th Mar 2006 19:12 GMT
I am a hooker says Makosi

Desperate...Makosi



BIG Brother star Makosi Musambasi has been secretly working as a £1,500-a-night vice girl to pay off huge debts. Makosi, 25, was paid £3,000 for kinky three-in-a-bed romps with a well-known TV presenter after hitting rockbottom following the reality show.

Speaking at her shabbily-furnished one-bed council flat, she sobbed: "My life is disgusting. I feel so filthy. I can't imagine a person in a worse state than me right now.

"I just keep trying to work out where it all went wrong and how I got into this state.

"No one realises how low I have gone to have to take money for sex. I am so broke I had to sleep with men for money."

Makosi, who came third in last summer's C4 reality show and raised eyebrows when she had a lesbian romp with housemate Orlaith McAllister, told how she...

· WAS crippled with £55,000 debts after the show.

· RELUCTANTLY agreed to two sleazy romps at £1,500 a time.

· IS IGNORED by her deeply-religious family because of her lewd antics and is so depressed and lonely she feels like suicide.

· BLAMES BB for wrecking her life and making it impossible to get her old nursing job back.

· NEEDS cheap plonk to get through the day after previously downing two bottles of champagne a night on the showbiz circuit.

The Zimbabwean-born beauty said: "Big Brother totally ruined my life. When you first come out everyone wants to know you and be your friend.

"Agents are queueing up to sign you up and promising you the world. But all they care about is making money for themselves. One minute they want to know you, the next they don't."

Makosi, who quit her job as a cardiac nurse to go on BB, was deep in debt when she got chatting to the TV presenter - who cannot be named for legal reasons - at a party two months ago. She had spent £26,000 on flying her sick mum Sennie from Zimbabwe for an operation for a brain tumour at a top hospital in Oxford.

And she had to spend a further £32,000 on legal bills in her fight to stay in Britain after her work visa was withdrawn. Makosi, who lives on a rough council estate in High Wycombe, Bucks, said: "The TV presenter told me he wanted to have sex with me, but I just didn't fancy him.
"He asked me if I'd have a threesome with another girl because that was his fantasy but I told him it was not my thing.Then he turned round and said 'It's not like you would be doing it for nothing'.

"I asked him how much he would pay me and he asked me how much I wanted. I told him £1,500 and he agreed."

The presenter gave her directions to his plush London flat and told her to dress sexily. She said: "I wore jeans and heels with a skimpy orange top. I was really nervous. All that kept coming into my mind was 'How have I got here? How has it come to this?' He's a young, good-looking guy who is just a few years older than me so it wasn't as if he was old or ugly but I simply didn't fancy him."

When she arrived she was introduced to the other girl - a redhead with breast implants. The three went to a nearby bar where Makosi downed several Sex On The Beach cocktails in a bid to block out what was about to happen.

She said: "By the time I got back to the flat I could barely think straight. I didn't want any small talk so we headed straight to the bedroom. He loved my big boobs and loved watching me and the other girl fondling each other. "After me and the girl had done a bit of a show for him, he got involved and we had sex on the king-sized bed.

"It was really rough and actually quite violent. And it went on for two hours. Towards the end I started to sober up and the reality of what I was doing hit home. I thought it was never going to end - it seemed to go on for ever, but I guess he wanted his money's worth.

"He wanted to do some unnatural things but I wasn't prepared to go that far." Makosi dressed and left as quickly as she could - but not before the star had paid her in a bundle of crisp £50 notes. After the first time, Makosi vowed she wouldn't do it again, but when the bills started mounting up again she agreed to do it one more time.

She then went back a third time but felt so violated she couldn't go through with it. Makosi said: "I try not to think about what happened too much because it is like I am re-living it. My rent was due and I had loads of bills to pay and I literally didn't have a penny to my name. I was desperate."

She added: "Each time I got £1,500 and that £3,000 made a huge difference to me. But no amount of money could make up for the shame I feel. Afterwards I felt so dirty I went home and cried. I am not proud of it and I won't do it again. I felt like an animal, like a female dog. No one should ever have to feel that way."

Despairing Makosi's shame has left her so depressed she has even contemplated suicide. She said: "I feel so low I can't stop crying. I am at home 24/7 on my own with no-one to talk to. I could hang myself and no-one would care.

"I had a boyfriend before Big Brother but even he doesn't want to know me any more. He thinks I'm not good enough and he's right. My sister used to live with me but she moved out and I am all on my own." Desperate Makosi has hit the bottle to try to blot out the pain.

She said: "When I first came out of the house I was invited to loads of showbiz parties and there would be an endless supply of free champagne. Two bottles a night is quite normal. But it wasn't until everything started to go wrong that I realised drinking numbed the pain."

Makosi is also depressed because she can't get back into nursing. She said: "I can't get a reference because I went on BB." Over the past few months she has been turned down for a string of nursing posts.

She added: "This time last year I had a job, friends and a great life. Now I have nothing. I really feel sorry for this year's Big Brother contestants. I wouldn 't wish what I've been through on my worst enemy."

The People
zimbabwejournalists.com/story.php?art_id=243&cat=1

Makosi loses contracts over vice girl shameBy Mduduzi Mathuthu
Last updated: 03/28/2006 14:48:41
ZIMBABWEAN TV tart Makosi Musambasi faced a backlash last night following weekend revelations that she was working as a £1 500-a-night vice girl.

The Big Brother star lost a £3 000 contract to host July's African Achievers Awards ceremony, and faced the chop from ITV's summer reality TV show, Fantasy Island.

Channel 4 bosses were also preparing to cane Makosi's fitness video, while glossy magazine -- Black Hair & Beauty -- was considering taking her off the cover of its next issue.

A spokeswoman for the Fusion Voice newspaper which is organising the African Achievers Awards said last night: "The revelations about Makosi working as a prostitute have been most unhelpful and our sponsors have issued us a clear ultimatum to strike her off, or they take their resources elsewhere."

She added: "It's obviously disappointing but we don't want to send the wrong signals on a night of celebrating excellence and professionalism."

The paper could be forced to trash close to 10 000 flyers advertising the event which have Makosi's picture.

Masithokoze Maphenduka Moyo, the Fusion Voice's editor, confirmed the developments last night. She said the paper's readers had telephoned and e-mailed to express their "disgust" at the weekend revelations.

"We are now looking for another presenter, and Makosi's management company has been notified," she said.

Writing on the Fusion Voice's website, a reader blasted: "Your awards are a very good idea. But personally, I don't think that appointing Makosi as your host speaks very positively about your awards. While I accept that she may have gone through hard times in search of fame and fortune, so many of us have endured difficulties in this country but we have not resorted to the sex trade. And even if we had, would we have crowed about it?"

The awards ceremony is set to be held at Leeds' Queens Hotel on July 1.

Makosi lost her £24 000-a-year nursing job after going on Big Brother last summer.

Furious hospital bosses banished her from nursing, and her visa was cancelled -- forcing her to claim asylum in order to remain in Britain.

The Home Office is appealing against the decision allowing her to stay, and if the appeal is upheld, Makosi is likely to be deported back to Zimbabwe where she claims she would be harmed over her lesbian kissing and sex-in-the-pool orgies on Big Brother.

Sources at Makosi's management company You 1st Media told New Zimbabwe.com Tuesday that ITV were having a rethink on Makosi's participation in Fantasy Island. Channel 4 was also ready to pull the plug on her fitness DVD which should have started showing soon.

A source revealed: "Let's put it this way, this whole thing has been a disaster. No amount of spin can rescue the situation."

Makosi was forced to admit to degrading three-in-bed sex romps with an unnamed TV presenter in exchange for money. On two occasions, the 25-year-old Zimbabwean was paid £1 500 after having kinky sex with the presenter and another girl.

She claims she has debts of up of £55 000. She claims she paid £32 000 in legal costs in her battle to stay in Britain, and a further £30 000 for her mum's operation.

She admitted: "My life is disgusting. I feel so filthy. I can't imagine a person in a worst state than me right now. I just keep trying to work out where it all went wrong and how I got into this state.

"No-one realises how low I have gone to have to take money for sex. I am so broke I have to sleep with men for money."

To nominate someone for the Fusion Voice African Achievers Award please visit their website: www.thefusionvoice.com or call 08707506303
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